Ahha!

[jsusagi]

So I looked up polyamoury... interesting stuff! Only problem is, all three parties must give consent, and I know for a fact that Tom wouldnt..the sex part anyway. We had a long conversation about it, and he finally came out and asked if I had permission, would I sleep with someone else. I said yes, cause why lie? No big thing... he's pretty cool with it. So that got us talking about the difference between heart love and emotional love. Heart love being fleeting and emotional being you love a person no matter what. So I have heart love for most of my friends, emotional for two or three people. It just boggles my mind that I can have a conversation with my husband about another guy and he doesnt get jealous. basically, he wants me happy and knows there are things rat can give me that he can't; I.E. a night on the town or a buddy to play video games with. So Im kinda in a polyamourours realtionship, but not all parties are aware of it...or something.

Meanwhile, i have beautiful bruises all over my body, thanks to Rat, JT, and Tom. Ahhh fight club..where a girl can get beat on with sticks by her three fav men and pummel them in return. Life is good