The passing of time. (and people)
Thank god for livejournal. I just got the opportunity to remember so many things from so long ago, all because I was a whiny emo kid who wanted the world to see what he was thinking. Honestly, it was amazing. I mean, really, how blessed was I? Its also amazing to read about how much time I wasted being so depressed about...nothing. I'm sure it was important at the time, I'm sure I was consumed by it, and now? Couldn't remember for the life of me what half these crazy-vague posts I seemed to love were referring to. Oh whiny emo kid, I don't miss you. What I do miss are my friends. It didn't really hit me until tonight that I haven't seen Julia in years. God, I miss her. On the plus side, to see all the references to Rachel, Nate, Brandon, and Matt, and still be good friends with all four is just fantastic. The level to which Nate and I have become hetero life mates was unforseen, however.
Its amazing how small one's social circle can quickly become after leaving college. All the posts about random people, and seeing this person, or that person. Maybe its Nate rubbing off on me, maybe its just part of growing up, but there came a point, and it happened subtly, when my social circle became more of a social triangle, or at best, pentagon. So much has happened since I last posted here...so much has changed. And yet, here I am, still endlessly entertained on a regular basis with Nate and hoping against hope that Rachel or I will have the gumption to someday make a life happen. I think I might try and keep this up, it feels strangely relaxing. Until next time.
Its amazing how small one's social circle can quickly become after leaving college. All the posts about random people, and seeing this person, or that person. Maybe its Nate rubbing off on me, maybe its just part of growing up, but there came a point, and it happened subtly, when my social circle became more of a social triangle, or at best, pentagon. So much has happened since I last posted here...so much has changed. And yet, here I am, still endlessly entertained on a regular basis with Nate and hoping against hope that Rachel or I will have the gumption to someday make a life happen. I think I might try and keep this up, it feels strangely relaxing. Until next time.