Christmas 2020
How was everyone’s Christmas? Not the usual Christmas for sure. For one, many faces were not around the table since they can’t travel due to covid. We had not perfect weather and could not go to my grandmother’s house as planned. We have been staying away from people so we can visit her and such. So we had to surprise her the next day, which she enjoyed. It was a nice Christmas, just smaller. We had a small budget due to myself being on furlough still... thankfully Mike is still working. We did get a beautiful 11 foot tree. And I have it decorated very beautifully. I mixed some large and small glass ornaments as well as some beautiful ribbon. I have always wanted to decorate a tree from a step ladder. Please note, not looking for taking it down.
I still have some secret depression going on... I can’t fight it off. Has a lot to do with my last post and just this year all around. I have been looking for another job just in case I find something better before i return from furlough... but I can’t find anything. I feel totally useless and not good enough just by looking at some of the jobs available. Is this who I am now?
I hate that I exposed my depression on here even... but it does help to get it off my chest.
I haven’t been posting as I use to. I do want to continue and try to post more about all the good stuff.
I am having a dear friend come over tomorrow for dinner and to catch up while she is in town for the holidays. Mike and I will enjoy spending that time with her. She was my good friend from high school and she was also our wedding videographer.
The new year coming up in a few days, I sure hope starts out better than 2020. I think we all need it. I know I am looking forward to some positivity.
My family is doing well and I hope that stays the same. I hope you all are well and continue to thrive and step into 2021 with great stride.
If I don’t post before the new year... happy new year! See you in 2021!
~Justin
I still have some secret depression going on... I can’t fight it off. Has a lot to do with my last post and just this year all around. I have been looking for another job just in case I find something better before i return from furlough... but I can’t find anything. I feel totally useless and not good enough just by looking at some of the jobs available. Is this who I am now?
I hate that I exposed my depression on here even... but it does help to get it off my chest.
I haven’t been posting as I use to. I do want to continue and try to post more about all the good stuff.
I am having a dear friend come over tomorrow for dinner and to catch up while she is in town for the holidays. Mike and I will enjoy spending that time with her. She was my good friend from high school and she was also our wedding videographer.
The new year coming up in a few days, I sure hope starts out better than 2020. I think we all need it. I know I am looking forward to some positivity.
My family is doing well and I hope that stays the same. I hope you all are well and continue to thrive and step into 2021 with great stride.
If I don’t post before the new year... happy new year! See you in 2021!
~Justin