I hope you're as happy as you're pretending
The dreaded entry, I thought I would NEVER have to write. I thought that we would have the fairytale ending to our lives, a baby on the way, maybe even marriage. Boy, was I wrong.
So, as I sit here trying to put all of these thoughts together in my head. Jason cheated on me with his ex wife. I knew that it was a mistake getting into the relationship, but, I couldn't help myself from falling in love with him, I couldn't. This whole relationship was meaningless, he was probably with her the whole time and I was to naive to realize it. How fucking stupid can I be? I just don't understand, I thought he was in love with me. He is the father of my child, what am I supposed to tell her? What the fuck did I do to deserve this?
I don't know when I'll update next.
So, as I sit here trying to put all of these thoughts together in my head. Jason cheated on me with his ex wife. I knew that it was a mistake getting into the relationship, but, I couldn't help myself from falling in love with him, I couldn't. This whole relationship was meaningless, he was probably with her the whole time and I was to naive to realize it. How fucking stupid can I be? I just don't understand, I thought he was in love with me. He is the father of my child, what am I supposed to tell her? What the fuck did I do to deserve this?
I don't know when I'll update next.