Aug 03, 2005 22:39
wow, it's amazing everything that happens when your sick. it's like, you expect life to go on without you but it takes you by surprise when your back and normal. anyway..so my doctor deffinately thought i had mono, which lets face it, i pretty much did. he made me give blood twice so he could send away for 3 different blood tests because he was so convinced that the mono test that came back negative was a false negative but it turns out it was correct, i didn't have mono, but whatever i had i have had since the 4th of july =P so he's now figuring out what i do have not like it's all that important cause i'm pretty much better other than the swollen lymphnodes everywhere on my neck and the top of my stomache is swollen. it's just wierd, b/c every characteristic of mono, i got, but it wasn't mono..so i just say that it's a mono immitating virus. heck it's a mono clone seeing as my doctor wanted to put me in the hospital for it but yeah my mom told him that i don't do well in hospitals lol so yeah my life has been restricted to my brothers bed for the past week or so,
luckily i was able to go to stephs wedding which was interesting seeing as that was the first day i had the ability to walk. she was sooooo beautiful. like beautiful beyond words, like drop-dead-i-could-never-look-like-that-in-a-hundred-years beautiful. it's so odd. mrs. powell told me that the first time we all went to the pool together, steph wouldn't get in the pool b/c she felt bad about herself because of how i looked in my bathing suit. it's just odd, b/c she is one of the most goreous girls i have ever seen in my whole life and she thinks i'm pretty. i guess i feel totally complimented by that but anyway missing the point, so her dress rocked! i'm so glad she decided on that one and not the other one. and mike was so cute in his tux and he was all dreamy eyed and in love, i hope that when i get married my husband reacts to seeing me the way mike did when he first saw steph come down the isle. the moment the doors opened and steph came into view, mike mouthed "wow, she's so beautiful."
thats just so cool. i hope my husband says that about me when i get married, all in all it was a great wedding, and even though the day was about steph and mike, it didn't hurt at all that sonny looked SO hott in his tux, i mean *wow*, thats right folks, i got the hott one, sorry ladies but he's taken by ME. his speech was really good too, i was completely impressed. in the middle of his speech steph leaned over to me and said "he looks so grown up" and she was right, he did. i was really glad that i got to sit with steph and mike during his speech b/c the "caw-caw" comment would not have been nearly as funny if we weren't all together, but it was great, i thought it was hilariouse. anyway thats enough braggin on my baby (totally not true, i could brag on him forever), though i know not everyone likes to read that on and on and on (like so many people read this thing anyway, it's more a way to keep me from boredum late at night)
anyways, i gotta get to bed, i need sleep because i have volleyball practise tomorrow and i am actually gonna play, this will be the most i've done in the past 2 weeks, only outdoing the 2 laps i made around the mall today lol, then i get to go to the beach on friday =) *yay* but not yay that i don't get to see sonny for a really long time, cause he is working the camp that chief is going to at the retreat center, then when he gets home i'm at the beach, sad times, i'm gonna miss him so bad, i allready had a hard time dealing with being sick cause i didn't get to see him hardly at all, just for like a few minutes like 3 of the days. it was sad, i really wanted him to come keep me company while i was sick but i know he had other stuff to do like worrying about the wedding and stuff like that and i know he felt bad about not being with me as much as he could, but school is gonna start soon and then i feel like i won't ever see him, ok now i'm getting sad so i'm gonna go *bye!*