TO EVERYONE!!!
You know what!!! I am tired of alot of people out there...people who judge me before you know who I am or what I am about...Take a good fucking look at yourselves...ARE YOU SO FUCKING HOLY? YOu dont do anything wrong. No I must be the ONLY FUCKING ONE!!! Its pretty easy just to sit there and judge...any stupid asshole can do that. But until you are actually in the situation...DONT SAY A FUCKING WORD TO ME OR ANYONE ELSE!!! If you have a fucking problem with me say it to my FUCKING FACE!!! I am so tired of you all out there. YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU ALL ARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont play fucking stupid with me or yourselves!!! You know what FUCK YOU ALL...There is one exception. BILLY HANSEN!!! I know you will probably never read this...but I am going to say it anyway. I knew from the beginning that you did not want me and sindhu together. I knew you didnt think I was good enough. I could tell. But I didnt think so either...However..you gave me a chance..you saw me for me...you waited with me...you gave me a hug even when you didnt neccisarily mean it and sat through until you saw the person I really was...THANK YOU!!! Thank you BILLY...I can see why sindhu is such good friends with you. You seeiong me for me means so much to me!!! Thank you...There are only to people I have ever said this to and meant it...and that is Randal J. Visser and Sindhu R. Krishnan, the love of my life...but I love you Billy!!! YOu have earned my respect and you have my gratitude. THANK YOU!!!