Hm.
Well. Samantha is now faced with a dilemma. Becauseeee....
I went into choir wanting to make friends with everyone. But I can be really shy, so its hard. And this is going to sound so stupid. But I wanted to get to know Taylor & Sean & them. Because they seem fun. But of courssee I can't be myself around anyone in choir. And I always feel like an idiot. And GAHHHHH!!!! Well none of they guys like Johnathan who I hang out with (partly out of pity, because he has no other friends). And so basically if I'm friends with him I can't be friends with any of the guys easily, because he is always around me. And of course getting to know these guys isn't worth ruining a (kind of) friendship, but it's frustrating.
Why can't I just be myself.
I need advice bitches.
If I get more lj friends I'll make it friends only.
I went into choir wanting to make friends with everyone. But I can be really shy, so its hard. And this is going to sound so stupid. But I wanted to get to know Taylor & Sean & them. Because they seem fun. But of courssee I can't be myself around anyone in choir. And I always feel like an idiot. And GAHHHHH!!!! Well none of they guys like Johnathan who I hang out with (partly out of pity, because he has no other friends). And so basically if I'm friends with him I can't be friends with any of the guys easily, because he is always around me. And of course getting to know these guys isn't worth ruining a (kind of) friendship, but it's frustrating.
Why can't I just be myself.
I need advice bitches.
If I get more lj friends I'll make it friends only.