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Thanksgiving was fun. A lot of fun.... I love all those people. And I'm glad Becca liked my present. I know it meant a lot to her and it did to me too.
Convention is in a week. And I am more stressed about it than anything else. At 3 this morning, I sat in my bed for two hours going over in my head everything that could go wrong. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to this stuff and our/ my readiness is as far from perfect as it could be.
I have a three appointments this week. One to go to Sarah's office and get a peel, one to get my hair cut, and one to meet my fate for the next month. The doctor called yesterday and said I most definitely need surgery probably within the next few weeks. Not a good time. Who knows, I might have to miss Convention to be in the hospital.
I bought a couple of new shirts at Urban with Karie. Oh boy, I love buying. I love Urban. And most of all, I love Karie.
School is crazy and I am in wayyy over my head in homework. I'm so stressed out I couldn't sleep in psychology when it was our sleep day. That tells you something has gone awry.
Work is good. Kind of. New manager hates everybody, but that's okay because everybody else balances it out. Plus yesterday on Black Friday, I saw like twenty people I knew and the new manager saw so now she knows that there are people that do like me. Then she made me do absurd tasks the rest of the day.
I'm obsessed with three CDs right now and I don't think I am ever going to get sick of them. The Hush Sound, Imogen Heap, and Hellogoodbye. Ahhh I'm in love.
I think I have figured out what I am going to do about elections. People telling me that I have to do it doesn't help. People telling me that I'm amazing and I can do it does help. Plus it's a self esteem boost.
There's so many people that I miss right now. People from Israel, my extended family, my old friends, and even people that I am still friends with but I feel are just not THERE anymore.
And last, I have something that I feel I need to tell somebody, but I just don't want to. It's not that I don't have anybody to tell it to, I just can't work myself up to go through with it. Not that it's anybody else's business either, it's just something I think about quite often.
Convention is in a week. And I am more stressed about it than anything else. At 3 this morning, I sat in my bed for two hours going over in my head everything that could go wrong. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to this stuff and our/ my readiness is as far from perfect as it could be.
I have a three appointments this week. One to go to Sarah's office and get a peel, one to get my hair cut, and one to meet my fate for the next month. The doctor called yesterday and said I most definitely need surgery probably within the next few weeks. Not a good time. Who knows, I might have to miss Convention to be in the hospital.
I bought a couple of new shirts at Urban with Karie. Oh boy, I love buying. I love Urban. And most of all, I love Karie.
School is crazy and I am in wayyy over my head in homework. I'm so stressed out I couldn't sleep in psychology when it was our sleep day. That tells you something has gone awry.
Work is good. Kind of. New manager hates everybody, but that's okay because everybody else balances it out. Plus yesterday on Black Friday, I saw like twenty people I knew and the new manager saw so now she knows that there are people that do like me. Then she made me do absurd tasks the rest of the day.
I'm obsessed with three CDs right now and I don't think I am ever going to get sick of them. The Hush Sound, Imogen Heap, and Hellogoodbye. Ahhh I'm in love.
I think I have figured out what I am going to do about elections. People telling me that I have to do it doesn't help. People telling me that I'm amazing and I can do it does help. Plus it's a self esteem boost.
There's so many people that I miss right now. People from Israel, my extended family, my old friends, and even people that I am still friends with but I feel are just not THERE anymore.
And last, I have something that I feel I need to tell somebody, but I just don't want to. It's not that I don't have anybody to tell it to, I just can't work myself up to go through with it. Not that it's anybody else's business either, it's just something I think about quite often.