I don't understand....

Jan 12, 2004 00:44

I just don't understand. We hung out. It was great. He kissed me. I thought things were going to be great. I guess not. It sucks. His loss I guess..... :o(

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keepthissecret January 12 2004, 05:56:46 UTC
you just GUESS that it's his loss? UM NOOOO it's most definately his loss...fuck those leading on guys that think that they can actually do better than something GREAT that they have right in front of them...its ok babe! :)

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Yep... jstasmplechick January 12 2004, 06:52:04 UTC
I know, but then I don't know. I mean it felt so right in his arms. It isn't my choice though. I felt this great feeling when he kissed me. When I was in his arms....WOW. It isn't up to me though. I just wish he would realize that I still have strong feelings for him. You know who he is Rachel. We all 3 hung out a few days ago.....

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Re: Yep... keepthissecret January 12 2004, 08:01:07 UTC
omg are you serious? well then it is his loss BIG TIME. if he isnt feeling the same vibe as you he shouldnt have kissed you...you can do better than a guy who is just leading you on.

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Re: Yep... jstasmplechick January 12 2004, 17:56:19 UTC
Yeah I know. But this feels so right and its like he doesn't care. I wish I could make people care about certain things. lol. Well I guess I'm off to bed since I have a long drive in the morning. Goodnight

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Re: Yep... keepthissecret January 12 2004, 20:33:13 UTC
where are you going?

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Re: Yep... jstasmplechick January 12 2004, 21:28:38 UTC
Up north for my grandpas funeral. I'll be back Wednesday.

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Re: Yep... keepthissecret January 12 2004, 21:46:17 UTC
aww i am sorry!

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Re: Yep... jstasmplechick January 14 2004, 20:05:56 UTC
It's ok. He's not in anymore pain and I'm happy about that. It's just the las thing he said to me was that he loved me and that I was beautiful. I cried for hours when my mom told me. I will miss him dearly. Thanks to my cousin for being there for me at the memorial service and to all my friends for helping me deal with this. I love you guys. You all mean everything to me.

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Re: Yep... sars429 January 16 2004, 05:46:35 UTC
You say this load of shit for every guy you go out with ...you are such a whore its pathetic ..i can tell you why guys dont want you.......they probably dont want your diseases you probably have now!

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Re: Yep... jstasmplechick January 16 2004, 17:34:45 UTC
I don't even know who the fuck you are. You're the one that needs to get a life and stop syaing shit that isn't true. You're an asshole and you're the one that needs to get a life.

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Re: Yep... sars429 January 17 2004, 10:33:02 UTC
what you need to do is stop bitching and moaning about how no guy wants you even though you have a new bf every,what is it,month or so?

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Re: Yep... sars429 January 17 2004, 10:33:59 UTC
need to quit being so desperate

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Re: Yep... jstasmplechick January 17 2004, 11:02:52 UTC
If you don't like the shit I say or put in my journal, then don't bother reading it.

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