Emotions.....blah blah.....
Ever wanted something so bad, but couldn't have it? That's how I feel right now. I mean, it's just so hard. It sucks. I've liked him since the first day I saw him back in high school. He graduated a couple of years before me. I never talked to him though. I just thought he was a great guy form what I saw of him and heard and stuff. Well We ended up talking because of my cousin. Which made me really hapy. We hung out a couple times and I had a blast. Well he's leaving for the Marines at the end of February. Like we're just friends right now, so it's not like its a serious relationship or anything like that, but if he wasn't goin, then it might turn into one. It's like everything gets good right before it's about to end. I just wish he wasn't leaving. He's really sweet...Well I'm gonna go. I'm going out to eat with my friend Daryl. Even though I have to work @ 10 and I have to be up by 8:45.