Oct 13, 2004 16:27
Dear my life,
grounding is not that bad. truly. i actually had fun this weekend. church was really fun on sunday, not kidding..hahha..
i found teitur this week, they are absolutly incredible and i don't no how i got on this long without them. they music just puts me in the relaxation mood. THey are danish so they kinda represent my heritage...shhh dont telll chelsea that, she thinks im really african american. lets keep it that way, i feel more secure with it.
Today was actually a great day! the psats were unbearable but who cares cause i wont be getting merrits for them. damn mrs.cole and her attitude. she seriously does not like me, i really needed a calculator and she left me in the dark. YOU TRY DOING ALGEBRA AND GEOMETRY LONG HAND. oh well... after the psats i went to lunch and acting..we played a really fun game and bailey made me laugh really hard! their skit was incredible! after i went to fourth and we talked about bullying. it was really upsetting, because we talked about this article we read of this 13 year old chubby girl that was tortured and taunted and she finally overdosed on painkillers. 13... can you believe that? the poor thing knew nothing but cruelty..no friendships or anything. these boys were released.... someone in my class said that it was the parents fault and not the kids because they are only kids and they couldnt help it! i find that rediculous, adolensence is no excuse for what they did, they were 13 for goodness sakes and they ARE ABLE TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RIGHT OR WRONG! all i could think about was that poor girl, and i pray for her.
after school, we stood where the wind wouldnt hit us, and kelly told us a scary story that she watched. ahhhh. i want to hear the end of it! but she will forget to call me, because my friends have forgotten me today! haha....well its sad but whatever. LOL!
i came home and had a quellsidilla (sp?) and watched trading spaces and oprah! then i fell asleep in my parents room...
I’m lost in my head
Been thinking all around
Gotta find the off-ramp to my heart
Stop-lights in a row
When all I want is “go”
Drop into first and I’ll get home
It’s ok, I’m alright
I’m just a little rough around the edges of this life
Play it cook, you can always follow
Breadcrumbs in a line when you are lost…
Little, little seeds
Grew into trouble trees
A sorry, sorry sight between my ears
I need to settle down
And eat my troubled fruit
The sweetness of the taste will do me good
It’s ok, I’m alright
I’m just a little rough around the edges of this life
Play it cool, you can always follow
Breadcrumbs in a line when you are lost…
The corners of my frown have slowly turned around, they’ve slowly, slowly turned around
It’s ok, I’m alright
I’m just a little rough around the edges of this life
Play it cool, you can always follow
Breadcrumbs in a line when you are lost…