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ugh.
well i had a good time the 2.7 seconds that chelsea was there with me and my mom at the mall.
i no my mom tries to make me feel better but it always ends up making me worse. I just cannot stand it anymore. I HATE GOING SHOPPING FOR MY SELF NOW> I HATE EVERYTHING I PUT ON> I HATE CRYING.I FUCKING HATE CRYING> This is so rediculous. i cant stand it anymore, i have so many questions and i just DONT UNDERSTAND. I FREAKING DONT.
ugh, and to top it all off i have to go to fucking work.
MY day although successful was the most emotional and rediculous thing ever.
i hate myself.
i really do.
well i had a good time the 2.7 seconds that chelsea was there with me and my mom at the mall.
i no my mom tries to make me feel better but it always ends up making me worse. I just cannot stand it anymore. I HATE GOING SHOPPING FOR MY SELF NOW> I HATE EVERYTHING I PUT ON> I HATE CRYING.I FUCKING HATE CRYING> This is so rediculous. i cant stand it anymore, i have so many questions and i just DONT UNDERSTAND. I FREAKING DONT.
ugh, and to top it all off i have to go to fucking work.
MY day although successful was the most emotional and rediculous thing ever.
i hate myself.
i really do.