ok its all good now
well i went to BWAY last night and it was a pain in the ass. It helped me alot though. I used to go there solo sometimes(no 1 knew that) and i'd just speed skate all night and not stop for anything(unless i had to bcuz they said). and like all i did was think shit through and work out some problems and thats all i did last night. I actually got a lotta probs fix'd. Oh and tara was mad bcuz i told her that i ended up crying ONCE while i was skating and she had told me that if i got to worked up while i was there to just call her but i didnt. My uncle died yesterday morning and thats what i was thinking about and like i started to cry but THANKFULLY NO ONE saw but omg i wanted to just start balling. I left a bit early. The 2dn to last song came on and i just got my shit and rolled out side and then put on my shoes b4 my ma got there. but i am actually happy i went bcuz like now i have a clear head and i aint as histerical as i felt yesterday. and now i am just gonna hang out with tara tonite and try and have fun since yesterday was a b/s bomb. but oh well i am done writing for now. ttyl love ya
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