UGHH.....why can't life go back.....

Feb 23, 2005 15:35

I hate this. everytime i get online no one is on but alex!! and i wont talk to him even if it was going to determin whether i lived or die'd.
like ok i so liked my life better in the 2nd and 1st grades when boys were icky and had cooties. I cant believe that ppl are mad at me JUST bcuz i like Dan. OMG its soo annoying!! I don't care what they think anymore. I like a guy and so what. I mean we never talk in school or do anything together. So like we really wouldn't work unless we decided to actually make an effort for it. And like if we did HA that would be worth just seeing tara's face. TARA i love you like a sister and ur my best friend and now like you have changed and it aint for the good. You've gotten bitchy-er, meaner, and hun just plain out annoying. God i mean yea u stayed away from alex for a while but like the reason i was mad about u liking him THEN was bcuz we weren't even split up for 2 weeks and u were already sayin how u liked him and shit.., thats just mean and annoying. Also i never PLANNED to like dan. It happened and i can't really take it back so just deal with it and be happy with Colin. PLEASE!!!!! And about me and dan ever being more than friends...well we'll talk about that when and IF it happens.
Oh and to whomever else may b reading my LJ i dont care what you think this is a thing me and HER have to work out. So you can leave your comments but dont expect them to be taken literal or anything.
Oh and Tara we really need to talk. Also we have to make something work about all this bullshit thats been going on btwn us it's like we aren't even that close no more. I mean you hang out with HEATHER all the time now and also COLIN when you can and like well hun i'm outta the picture when i used to be pretty damn close to being center well kinda maybe 3 rings or 4 rings outta the center. I mean like we were best friends and now we never even hang out unless 1 of us is bored on the weekend and calls the other one to hang out and even for that u normally call heather b4 u even think of me or u dont even think of me until i call u 1st to see what ur up ta. so yea we gots a problem and it needs to be FIX'D b4 we end up completely outta each others lives so yea call me sometime after you read this LOVE YA
Amber
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