omg
OMG i can't believe this. Alex actually told me to never talk to tara again. hahaha thats funny. I was really hurt and i cried alot. GGGGRRRRRRRR that boi has made me cry to much and i have to get over him for good. so like gggrrrrr i cant believe i still want him back. help me.
lol guess what. i talked to dan until like 2 this morning. he's cool, and he is easy to joke around with. i can see why tara liked him. but ugh to me he aint bf material he is more like all my other guy friends nothin but brothers. omg and kyle and me talk for like hours at end. its funny like now for me kyle and my other "brothers" are easier to talk to than my girlfriends. like tara, lol that girl is in a world of her own. She likes Colin but she wont say anything to him about it, like she wants him but she wont really work for what she wants. lol if it were me in her shoes i would just tell him what i feel for him and then tell him he has a choice, me or her lol and i'd make sure that he knew i wasnt gonna wait forever. lol. so like yea she needs help too. and krissy well she's been my bestest friend for like so many years that like i guess i just like omg i cant explain it. i just feel like i can but then again i cant tell krissy anything. and i really dont want to burden her lol actually i dont like telling any1 my problems so i think i am just gonna keep them to myself and let ppl think i am "happy" again. well yea life sucks.
lol my dad is watchin cat woman and i think that movie sucks. i mean it's ok but then again it sucks. lol omg i watched the girl next door and like then my ma watched it after me and she was like i shoulda never watched it b4 her, lol (its the unrated version) he he he it was a great movie though, except for the porn,the tits,and the "sex" lol omg but the guys,well the jocks, are all HOTTTT he he he. well i think i am done with this entry so yea lol love ya all, amber p.s if u read this dont say nothin to any1 not even me