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Dear diary-
( i normally dont start things with "dear diary" but in this instance it is a little different)
Dear diary-
I am sad. I am caught in a situation where i cannot figure out the rite meaning. The question really comes down to is "will this friendship that i cannot seem to let go of really worth it all?" will it be worth hurting my parents. The poem that i heard today about me was well spoken and beautifully written. Is that poem minipulating me? I am not sure. the answers remeains in my decision to be friends with her or not and i am not sure of my decision or any decision for that matter. I dont know what will be come of this girl and me and what people will think. I dont know if i can forgive what has happened or forget for that matter but i am willing to move on. Maybe one day i will forget it all. i want to start over with her. but some people think that it is wrong of me to think that. Deary Diary...i am sad. i went to someone today seeking guidance and wat it basically came down to was that i felt like i had to ask permission if i could be friends with this girl again. The response didnt really have a response. I stopped being friends with this girl only to show that i could be more happy without all of the drama and hurt...and the truth is...im not. i am not as happy as i anticipated and i feel as though nothing has changed. I feel as if a part of me has died...and i dont know if i will be able to get it bak for i do not want to hurt others who dont want me to be friends with this girl. yes there have been many bad times, but there have been many good times. i may not be able to forget the bad times...but i will never forget the good times. I am stuck in a hole that i cannot seem to crawl myself out of...not this time. Dear Diary...i am sad.
Love until later,
Arielxoxo
( i normally dont start things with "dear diary" but in this instance it is a little different)
Dear diary-
I am sad. I am caught in a situation where i cannot figure out the rite meaning. The question really comes down to is "will this friendship that i cannot seem to let go of really worth it all?" will it be worth hurting my parents. The poem that i heard today about me was well spoken and beautifully written. Is that poem minipulating me? I am not sure. the answers remeains in my decision to be friends with her or not and i am not sure of my decision or any decision for that matter. I dont know what will be come of this girl and me and what people will think. I dont know if i can forgive what has happened or forget for that matter but i am willing to move on. Maybe one day i will forget it all. i want to start over with her. but some people think that it is wrong of me to think that. Deary Diary...i am sad. i went to someone today seeking guidance and wat it basically came down to was that i felt like i had to ask permission if i could be friends with this girl again. The response didnt really have a response. I stopped being friends with this girl only to show that i could be more happy without all of the drama and hurt...and the truth is...im not. i am not as happy as i anticipated and i feel as though nothing has changed. I feel as if a part of me has died...and i dont know if i will be able to get it bak for i do not want to hurt others who dont want me to be friends with this girl. yes there have been many bad times, but there have been many good times. i may not be able to forget the bad times...but i will never forget the good times. I am stuck in a hole that i cannot seem to crawl myself out of...not this time. Dear Diary...i am sad.
Love until later,
Arielxoxo