Feb 21, 2006 21:53
Yeah so I am fucking tired of peple acting like immature little fucks!!!!!!!
I have two grown fucking men in my house and they god damn are pissing me off... throwing shit and being immafuckingture
God damn
I have had a horrible fucking day
I wake up to a fucking phone call asking me to wake jeff up... than I wake up to another phone call after I finally get back to sleep andit is my grandmother wanting to know where the fucking car payment is that the damn bank is calling her out the ass
So I tell her off basically I am like dude I am sleeping I will call u back?> MEGAN THIS HAS TO BE... I AM FUCKING SLEEPING I WILL CALL U BACK! ... FINE!
So yah than i get up my bathrom is flooded cause it is broken AGAIN! My frnt tire is flat AGAIN! I have to be to work at fucking 10 o clock and frm there it just goes down fucking hill!
I am so god damn sick of everything and everyone i could fucking puke man like seriously.
Quite frankly I wish there was nothing in this world but me and the one I love and I cant even fucking have him cause he is dating someone else now! NOT EVEN FUCKING 2 WEEKS AFTER WE BROKE UP!
I try to pretend that it doesnt matter... but god damn it does matter... it hurts... I wanna fucking kill her and throw things and hit someone I mean I am fucking depressed and pissed and just plain god damn unhappy all rolled into one fucking giant marijuana ball!
I started cutting again... Yeah I know I shouldnt do that... BUT FUCKING FUCK EVERYONE I dont care what neone says nemore I am doing my shit on my own time when i fucking want to and how I fucking want to do it!
The world means nothing to me... no one meeans anything ot me any fucking more... I DONT HAVE FEELINGS ANYMORE!!! IS EVERYONE FUCKING SATISFIED?