My broken boyfriend..
Hey journal.
I'm sitting on Bill's bed, working on homework on his laptop, with his cat sleeping next to me. Bill is sleeping on the couch in the living room. He got out of bed earlier this morning and went out there, telling me that he couldn't stay in bed in here anymore. He got up probably around 6 times during the night for different reasons. Each time he did, I woke up.. worried about him.. wanting to do anything to help him. But I can't. All I can do is lay there and watch him struggle to get out of bed.
You have no idea how hard it is to know that I can't comfort my boyfriend right now without hurting him. It hurts a lot. I try to keep a positive attitude.. But this morning is almost unbearable.
Bill, I know you're going to read this and be concerned.. you always care about other people even when you're the one hurting. You are one of the most caring people I know and I love you for that. You're also one of the strongest people I know. Your positive attitude through all of this has been in inspiration to me. I love you. Everything will be okay.
4 days down, 3 to go...
I'm sitting on Bill's bed, working on homework on his laptop, with his cat sleeping next to me. Bill is sleeping on the couch in the living room. He got out of bed earlier this morning and went out there, telling me that he couldn't stay in bed in here anymore. He got up probably around 6 times during the night for different reasons. Each time he did, I woke up.. worried about him.. wanting to do anything to help him. But I can't. All I can do is lay there and watch him struggle to get out of bed.
You have no idea how hard it is to know that I can't comfort my boyfriend right now without hurting him. It hurts a lot. I try to keep a positive attitude.. But this morning is almost unbearable.
Bill, I know you're going to read this and be concerned.. you always care about other people even when you're the one hurting. You are one of the most caring people I know and I love you for that. You're also one of the strongest people I know. Your positive attitude through all of this has been in inspiration to me. I love you. Everything will be okay.
4 days down, 3 to go...