damn right i have the words to describe everything:
this wknd was fucking insanity (i just woke up, slept about 11.5 hours) and it only continues into the next couple weeks..
thursday it started up with union... it is so cool to look back at all the relationships i've developed over the past three or four months... i mean, at this point i don't consider any of my friends "in this world" as close as, say, the guys i spent the past six years in columbus with, thru college and etc., but they are very cool to me and i value that. and i see it developing further. either way, the athletic trainer i mentioned doesn't seem my type but it's obvious he likes me and he wanted me to come out for drinks. so i treated it like a overall night out. i had met his friends before and they were just as awesome, so everyone was hanging out and meeting new people and it just was a good atmosphere.
that boy situation though is a little interesting because he actually is pretty cool but i feel like i have to pull info out of him like he's too nervous or something... and at the same time i'm trying to be nice and not "lead him on" or whatever... fuck, that's not anything i would normally say, its weird to think of myself in that situation... whatever...
the entire thing has led me to completely revamp my phone book - my damn jew phone will only hold 300 names so i keep having to delete to add... ahh... i am one of those people that never likes to lose a number ever, just in case..
alright so then friday started and thats where things spiraled out of fucking control.
went to happy hour with some friends. i strategically placed the bartender there (i got my friend the job there) so my drinks there are liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor -splash- tonic. waayy stronger than any vodka tonic you'd get at a gay bar. had three of em and went home and accidentally passed out. woke up at like 9:40p and was way late for my evening to begin.
rushed to get ready and went to my buddy's new apartment in the new south campus gateway. ok. he's got this intercom thingy and you dial up the number. and there's a camera in the lobby, and they pump the camera onto their cable system! channel 15 or whatever gets you a view of the lobby and the person! it's hilarious, i want a setup like that at once. bunch of people there, started having a beer.
texts from/to my peeps, old and new groups alike, about union again. i like that i used the word peeps in that sentence. phone call from buddy i worked with. he's at ugly tuna... so i leave the apt and go across the street, where i meet with him and this guy i haven't seen in about 1 and 1/2 years. reason? i got him fired for stealing cash from the register at our previous job where he was my manager. not really awkward because he has apologized for putting me thru it before. it was cool and i was there for about half hour and a couple shots with them, but it left me a little flustered, thrown into that situation without being aware.
roll out and get to union to meet phoenix for some drinks and see some people. we connect in the parking lot and i help him find a space, so we walk in together. i get around the corner near the door and my life hit a screeching halt. boom - in the time it takes the light reflecting off their bodies to hit my eyes, and for my eyes to connect with my brain, and my brain to process the information - i am screwed. instantly queasy, lost for words, red in the face, messed up.
two girls in a sister sorority - like, i know them *really* well - we've partied tons of times and we still hang out on a semi-regular basis - are standing out front. "-college nickname-, what are you doing here?!?!" i had already been flustered from before, and i was at a total loss for words. i eventually said i was meeting some friends here for a drink, and they thought it was hilarious - "oh my god -college nickname- i've never seen you like this!" and shit. the kid i was with was hanging out in the front as this was all going down and then was confused on whether i was even supposed to be there... then on top of that, this boy who was very hot was a friend of their's and starts playing with my head asking about porn stuff, getting me even more embarrassed..... i got out of the situation and went inside... met a couple more people and was chilling with them for awhile, we all did a shot and they said they didn't think twice about the situation, which was helpful to calm my nerves a bit... finally calmed down and was hung out for awhile, wakko was there so we all BS'd about it for awhile, but it was nuts and i didn't *really* calm down till late the next day... i will write why... reasoning for all this is just that my other friends just don't know i've been doing this yet, i'm not really ready to tell em yet, and they are a direct link.
i left there and promptly got drunk to help forget about it, lodge bar was crazy that night and we had a blast, i met around 10 people there around 12:30... incl a friend from high school, the same guy from earlier that i got fired, two other friends that never come to the bars so that was cool, bunch of chicks that were interesting..... i stayed till 2:35a and i can't remember the last time i've been to a bar that late. i'm usually way too old for that. plus i knew that bartender well also, so drinks were flowing.. geez..
but that night was so unbelievably stressful on my brain... and there was still more to happen the next day that continued my exhaustion...
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i have so much more to write about saturday:
muirfield
miami friend the poet
girls/relief
house party/catered/beer
bogey inn
lodge bar again
sex
i am leaving for cincinnati in an hour or two, so tonight as i'm drinking in my phenomenal suite (story bout that is awesome too), i will try and update the rest of the way!
thursday it started up with union... it is so cool to look back at all the relationships i've developed over the past three or four months... i mean, at this point i don't consider any of my friends "in this world" as close as, say, the guys i spent the past six years in columbus with, thru college and etc., but they are very cool to me and i value that. and i see it developing further. either way, the athletic trainer i mentioned doesn't seem my type but it's obvious he likes me and he wanted me to come out for drinks. so i treated it like a overall night out. i had met his friends before and they were just as awesome, so everyone was hanging out and meeting new people and it just was a good atmosphere.
that boy situation though is a little interesting because he actually is pretty cool but i feel like i have to pull info out of him like he's too nervous or something... and at the same time i'm trying to be nice and not "lead him on" or whatever... fuck, that's not anything i would normally say, its weird to think of myself in that situation... whatever...
the entire thing has led me to completely revamp my phone book - my damn jew phone will only hold 300 names so i keep having to delete to add... ahh... i am one of those people that never likes to lose a number ever, just in case..
alright so then friday started and thats where things spiraled out of fucking control.
went to happy hour with some friends. i strategically placed the bartender there (i got my friend the job there) so my drinks there are liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor liquor -splash- tonic. waayy stronger than any vodka tonic you'd get at a gay bar. had three of em and went home and accidentally passed out. woke up at like 9:40p and was way late for my evening to begin.
rushed to get ready and went to my buddy's new apartment in the new south campus gateway. ok. he's got this intercom thingy and you dial up the number. and there's a camera in the lobby, and they pump the camera onto their cable system! channel 15 or whatever gets you a view of the lobby and the person! it's hilarious, i want a setup like that at once. bunch of people there, started having a beer.
texts from/to my peeps, old and new groups alike, about union again. i like that i used the word peeps in that sentence. phone call from buddy i worked with. he's at ugly tuna... so i leave the apt and go across the street, where i meet with him and this guy i haven't seen in about 1 and 1/2 years. reason? i got him fired for stealing cash from the register at our previous job where he was my manager. not really awkward because he has apologized for putting me thru it before. it was cool and i was there for about half hour and a couple shots with them, but it left me a little flustered, thrown into that situation without being aware.
roll out and get to union to meet phoenix for some drinks and see some people. we connect in the parking lot and i help him find a space, so we walk in together. i get around the corner near the door and my life hit a screeching halt. boom - in the time it takes the light reflecting off their bodies to hit my eyes, and for my eyes to connect with my brain, and my brain to process the information - i am screwed. instantly queasy, lost for words, red in the face, messed up.
two girls in a sister sorority - like, i know them *really* well - we've partied tons of times and we still hang out on a semi-regular basis - are standing out front. "-college nickname-, what are you doing here?!?!" i had already been flustered from before, and i was at a total loss for words. i eventually said i was meeting some friends here for a drink, and they thought it was hilarious - "oh my god -college nickname- i've never seen you like this!" and shit. the kid i was with was hanging out in the front as this was all going down and then was confused on whether i was even supposed to be there... then on top of that, this boy who was very hot was a friend of their's and starts playing with my head asking about porn stuff, getting me even more embarrassed..... i got out of the situation and went inside... met a couple more people and was chilling with them for awhile, we all did a shot and they said they didn't think twice about the situation, which was helpful to calm my nerves a bit... finally calmed down and was hung out for awhile, wakko was there so we all BS'd about it for awhile, but it was nuts and i didn't *really* calm down till late the next day... i will write why... reasoning for all this is just that my other friends just don't know i've been doing this yet, i'm not really ready to tell em yet, and they are a direct link.
i left there and promptly got drunk to help forget about it, lodge bar was crazy that night and we had a blast, i met around 10 people there around 12:30... incl a friend from high school, the same guy from earlier that i got fired, two other friends that never come to the bars so that was cool, bunch of chicks that were interesting..... i stayed till 2:35a and i can't remember the last time i've been to a bar that late. i'm usually way too old for that. plus i knew that bartender well also, so drinks were flowing.. geez..
but that night was so unbelievably stressful on my brain... and there was still more to happen the next day that continued my exhaustion...
--
i have so much more to write about saturday:
muirfield
miami friend the poet
girls/relief
house party/catered/beer
bogey inn
lodge bar again
sex
i am leaving for cincinnati in an hour or two, so tonight as i'm drinking in my phenomenal suite (story bout that is awesome too), i will try and update the rest of the way!