May 03, 2005 00:35
Once again all torn up inside
This time no where to hide
Future laid out in front of me
At least one that i could see
Excited about what was in store
Bragging to them, nothing more
Planning things in my head
Everything faded to red
High hopes for more to come
Should have known it was dumb
This past year has been so tough
Relationships arent supposed to be rough
That one i had, but let go
Feelings i have will never show
Opening up to so many in the past
Then figuring out that they wont last
Running back to the one i need
Wondering what life i am to lead
Caught up in a bad way
With nothing left to say
Really wish i could overcome the pain
it's all leading me right to insane
it brought me down in so many ways
but the feeling i have always stays
wishing it away
i do everyday
but still it remains inside of me
tearing away bits and pieces you see
like a serpent it slithers
right back to watch me wither
standing up to it's devious acts
lying out all the simple facts
time to grow strong and stand
a new life is what i command
brought down to my knees time and time before
i'm here to say that it will happen no more
No one will stand in my way
And hear what i'm about to say
I live life for myself now
Put all things away somehow
He is watching me from up above
Shining on me with true Love
No one has greater power than he
In the end you all shall see
No matter how tough life gets
He taps the button and resets
There's still hope out there
sometime, someplace, somewhere
The truth will show in the end
Know that i'm always here, Love Your "Friend"