May 10, 2005 16:00
It must be your skin that I'm sinking in
It must be for real cause now I can feel
And I didn't mind, it's not my kind
It's not my time to wonder why
Everything gone white, everything's grey
Now you're here, now you're away
I don't want this, remember that
I'll never forget where you're at
Have you ever wanted something more than anything in the world and its just exactly to far away. Have you ever felt so right for something and finding out it might be wrong. I honestly thought that I could love the person I am forever because I always felt so great about myself but I just look at myself and I feel so disguisted, like a failure, I feel like a failure...
The season of failure is the best time for sowing the seeds of success.
- Paramahansa Yogananda
But im not a fuckin quitter, everything that I have earned I have earned on my own, maybe I just realized that myself, sure people have been there to help along the way but I did it my goddamn self. I will just hafta go do it again, I am good at two things in this world, or at least I thought i was, but for the sake of argument i'll say what they are, caring, and pressing on, hopefully when I get my strength back and I get my wind back that was knocked the hell out of me I can use both. This isnt over, and it wont be over til you end it.
There is freedom within
There is freedom without
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup
There's a battle ahead
Many battles are lost
But you'll never reach the end of the road
While you're traveling with me