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so who the heck knows whats wrong with me!! im absolutely stupid i swear to god. uhhh it gets soooo irritating being like this it really does. i can count on alot of people i guess to be here for me but i donno sometimes i get so focused on on that i forget about the others. and i let probably one of my best friendships almost slip away in my mind because of me being stupid. and what else sucks is that i never I MEAN NEVER use names on here anymore out of fear. i am so controlled by my mind and by my fear. my friends are here for me and i know it i just need to let myself open up. in actuality im doing pretty good i just allow myself to understand that and not get all depressed about absolutely nothing... oh well... and thanks everyone that commented in my other entry and showed ur support it meant a great deal.