Sep 11, 2003 08:33
ok, so...
-i haven't had a computer to speak of for a while, which would explain my absence.
-secondly, i've been working on about ten billion things, but not working very hard on any of them. i should do something about that. living at home is about enough to make me kill someone. at least once a day i'll get a comment about how worthless or lazy or unmotivated i am. last night my mom compared me to my uncles.
-i've been kinda seeing this girl until her boyfriend gets back from far, far away. essentially, i've built myself another looming disaster, but the sex was worth it.
-i still ain't workin or studyin.
-drinking more, but smoking less.
-i really miss being a part of society. i want a job, i want a car, i want to not worry about running out of cigarettes or socks. i want to give up some time for some freedom. i want to be eighteen again.
-i'm stoked about turning 21. if you already are, leave november 2 free to see me drunker than ever.
say hi once in a while, everyone.