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[jsnay29]

so tady around second hour really fuckin pissed me off.
i really wanted to punch a certian girl today
im sick of being nice to her and bein good for her
im sick of her saying i love you when u know damn well u dont mean it
i got called an asshole for no reason and it hit me that is all she ever does
im her occasional friend when she has noone better to talk too.
just a few months ago she said i was the best person on earth cuz of how much i cared and helped her out with all the shit that she was goin thru but now since shes settled and happy im just a blow off asshole now cuz she has better people in life to talk to and do shit with.

if im such an asshole how come all summer when u had problems u turned to me and i helped u out with every one
and then i get hoed out at homecoming and now im an asshole

i dont think im an asshole for all the shit i do for other people and how i care and worry about eberything goin on in any one elses life and will drop anything to help them when i cant even help myself i think that says im not an asshole. ive fucked up my own life to make sure that other people are happy.

sounds like an assholes sacrifice right. well i dont see it that way.. i see it as im a great fuckin person and i damn good friend

im just tired of it cuz ive been gettin shafted and hurt a lot in the last few weeks and im tired of it

so comment and tell me how u feel about this
cuz oviously this is kinda important to me