im just so bored you have no idea

[jsmskater]

been a while i know, anyway not much has happened since the hospital. I feel much better but im not allowed to do ANY exercise. biking, skating surfing, any verb except sitting on my arse and watching tv and going to skool. just been straining with calculus n stuff.

Thursday- crazy halloween day, i was captain morgan from the spiced rum commercial- got a little capn' in ya?
took my sister out to lunch when i got home... a moment of niceness on my part. o well. got home and had and insane convo with justine, stephen, eugene, james, sarah, julia, spencer, bernard, eric, and some other crazy dude i didnt know.

friday- did some crazy filing work for my dad-- NEVER AGAIN. stephen swung by for the first time in forever, and we played halo online-- NO SHEES! GOD SHEES WHORE NOOBS!

moment of zen! brought to you by disturbed. i find it inspirational.

"Rise"

Rise
Throw away
The charade of your life
Let the flame of my heart
Burn away
Your complacence tonight
I command you to rise
Wash away
The decay of your life
Feel the light of your eyes
Find the way
Through the darkness tonight
Fearing no one

Do you really think I covet like you do?

Come, take me away
Remove the fear from my eyes
Feel the flame of my heart
Burning away
All conversation tonight
Hearing no one

Am I precious to you now

Now rise
Turn away
From the shame of your life
Feel the light from my eyes
Offering
Consolation tonight
Fearing no one

Do you really think I want it like you do?

Come, take me away
Remove the fear from my eyes
Feel the flame of my heart
Burning away
All conversation tonight
Hearing no one

Now, I cannot stop this
Pure emotion
Falling from my eyes
You are vindicating
Liberating
Saviors of my soul