well
I really dont know if im going to be able to ride this out.. I know suicide is selfish ugh I havent been happy in months life has its ups and downs and everything but for the first time in my life im considering it. It sucks.
Im trying real hard but the pain is unbearable, the depression never stops. I really dont want to kill myself but nothings really working. Its the same pattern over and over -- has been for months...
*sighs* putting on this happy face cant last that much longer...
hopefully something changes.
Im trying real hard but the pain is unbearable, the depression never stops. I really dont want to kill myself but nothings really working. Its the same pattern over and over -- has been for months...
*sighs* putting on this happy face cant last that much longer...
hopefully something changes.