Poems and etc
How You Treat Me
7/28/06
I breath in deeply
Trying to memorize your scent
I blink away tears
As I watch you
How did I lose you?
Did I ever even have you?
Or did you just stay with me
To stay for the sake of having someone?
Was I a joke?
Something to make fun of?
To have a laugh with friends over a drink?
I turn and walk
My heart is broken on the ground
I don't know when it will be fixed
I don't know if I ever will get over you
I gave you my soul, my life
You pretended to give me the same
I gave it away for nothing
You gained everything
I hope you're happy
I hope they treat you well
I might be broken
But I still have pride
No matter how you've treated me
I wish you happiness
Not hurtfulness
My heart is still with you
Just a small piece
Never again will my heart be yours
Never again
At least my whole heart
Over You
7/30/06
I thought I got over you
I thought my heart was mine again
I got another on my brain
Only to have you sneak in
To stay instead of leaving
No matter what I try
What I do
You are there
I can't seem to get rid of you
Do I even want to?
You have been a part of my life for so long
I don't want to loose you
I gave up wishing
At least I thought I did
Wishing for you
Now I realize
That what I thought I felt
For my other person
Isn't what I feel for you
I want you back
In my life
I want to start over
To get to know you all over again
I want to be friends
At least that since I don't know
If I will be more than that
The poem I wrote is something I've realized through this year. I gave up on this guy only to realize that he still has an impact on me. He shows up when I don't realize it. He stayed, has never really left. My mind that is. I barely seen him since school.
I want to just ask, if I ever talk to him, if we can start over. Become friends. I want to see if I can talk to him. Or if I make mistakes again.
I have made to many mistakes already. I don't want to make more. If anyone reads this that know who I'm talking about, tell him I want to start over.
It's been three years since I left school. I'm not the same. In some things yes but not in everything.
I want to start over, get to know him and become his friend. That's all I'm wishing for. All I can hope for. For now and maybe for always.
Jessi Brown
Friends
7/30/06
How hard is it to be friends
To make new ones
To keep them thru the years
To become more than friends
They say friends than lovers is the best
Is it true
Can it really work out that way
To find out is what I look for
To become friends then lovers
7/28/06
I breath in deeply
Trying to memorize your scent
I blink away tears
As I watch you
How did I lose you?
Did I ever even have you?
Or did you just stay with me
To stay for the sake of having someone?
Was I a joke?
Something to make fun of?
To have a laugh with friends over a drink?
I turn and walk
My heart is broken on the ground
I don't know when it will be fixed
I don't know if I ever will get over you
I gave you my soul, my life
You pretended to give me the same
I gave it away for nothing
You gained everything
I hope you're happy
I hope they treat you well
I might be broken
But I still have pride
No matter how you've treated me
I wish you happiness
Not hurtfulness
My heart is still with you
Just a small piece
Never again will my heart be yours
Never again
At least my whole heart
Over You
7/30/06
I thought I got over you
I thought my heart was mine again
I got another on my brain
Only to have you sneak in
To stay instead of leaving
No matter what I try
What I do
You are there
I can't seem to get rid of you
Do I even want to?
You have been a part of my life for so long
I don't want to loose you
I gave up wishing
At least I thought I did
Wishing for you
Now I realize
That what I thought I felt
For my other person
Isn't what I feel for you
I want you back
In my life
I want to start over
To get to know you all over again
I want to be friends
At least that since I don't know
If I will be more than that
The poem I wrote is something I've realized through this year. I gave up on this guy only to realize that he still has an impact on me. He shows up when I don't realize it. He stayed, has never really left. My mind that is. I barely seen him since school.
I want to just ask, if I ever talk to him, if we can start over. Become friends. I want to see if I can talk to him. Or if I make mistakes again.
I have made to many mistakes already. I don't want to make more. If anyone reads this that know who I'm talking about, tell him I want to start over.
It's been three years since I left school. I'm not the same. In some things yes but not in everything.
I want to start over, get to know him and become his friend. That's all I'm wishing for. All I can hope for. For now and maybe for always.
Jessi Brown
Friends
7/30/06
How hard is it to be friends
To make new ones
To keep them thru the years
To become more than friends
They say friends than lovers is the best
Is it true
Can it really work out that way
To find out is what I look for
To become friends then lovers