Update...

[jsltapper]

So today I have not been out of arms reach with my phone. Chris's mom has called me a couple times with news. The first time that she called she said that the doctors thought that it was his kidneys, and I just about fell over out of fear. They were going to do a catscan and to see if thats really what it was. And she just called me a little while ago and said that his kidneys are in great shape. So now they are doing some other tests to find out exactly what it is thats wrong with him. I'm just so happy that he isnt in any pain because of the IVs. I just really wish that I could be there with him. I hate this sitting here waiting to hear something, and not know when the next call is coming or what Darcy is going to say. I want to go home, well to chris. I've been working on something special for him, but it doesnt seem like it's enough for what he is going through...:( I just hate this whole situation. It always seems like these kinds of things happen to us. It's like we are being tested. Can we make it through all these stupid bumps in the road? I have no doubt in my mind, we will get through this. I just want to be there.

On another note, yesterday to make things worse after I wrote in here my mom called and told me that my uncle has pancreatic cancer. Same thing that my grandma long died from. So thats a few months for him. The saying "when it rains, it pours" is reality for me right now. Let's just hope that there is a saying like "when it's sunny, it stays that way for the rest of your life." Wouldnt that be nice?!

Anyways I just wanted give you a little update about whats going on. Hopefully I will know some GOOD news before bed time...

I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER