Fuck LIFE!!!!!!! :(
well the walls came crashing down some time and now as i suffer though my current state i thought id post some lyrics 2 show how im feeling
here we go:
My Immortal- Evannescance
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Tourniquet - Evanescance
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
I want to die
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide
Wings Of A Butterfly - HIM
Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime
[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]
For your soul
10 seconds - Cutting Jade
I'm sorry if I hurt you
You know I didn't mean to
And even though I always do
I never see it coming and
I never want to
I'm sorry if I lied to you
I'm sorry if I let you down
I know I've been a disappointment to you
And I'd understand
If you didn't want me around
But I'm
Ten seconds from a nervous breakdown
Ten seconds from losing my mind
In ten seconds you don't want to be around
The grass is always greener
On the other side of man-made walls
The air is always cleaner
And the sun will shine brighter
After heavy rainfall
And these are the craziest days
I've ever known
And these are the scariest times
And lately I haven't been
My own
Hey…I don't want to spend a minute without you
One Last Breath - Creed
Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
hey id say those songs pretty much express how im feeling right now, and just 2 clear any confusion ill tell it straight and plain, ive lost the battle my defences have crumbled and im now seriously depressed, this is hard 2 type
Hell.... ive felt like this 4 eva, but now all of a sudden i cant shake it off, so if im a little down and out u know why, and all i can say i want now is death's embrace,
hope everyone else is okay
Jason
p.s. if anyone decides that this is their fault in any way!!!! i swear im gonna cut u from my life permanently, cos this has bin building up 4 6 or 7 years now and the last thing i need is someone thinking theyve done sumthin wrong cos thats just gonna make everything worse 4 me anyway.....
here we go:
My Immortal- Evannescance
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
Tourniquet - Evanescance
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more so much more
I lay dying
And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Will you forget me?
I'm dying dying
Praying praying
Bleeding bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
I want to die
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied?
Christ - tourniquet - my suicide
Wings Of A Butterfly - HIM
Heaven ablaze in our eyes
We're standing still in time
The blood on our hands is the wine
We offer as sacrifice
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
This endless mercy mile
We're crawling side by side
With hell freezing over in our eyes
Gods kneel before our crime
[Chorus]
Come on lets show, them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
For your soul
[Chorus]
Come on, and show them your love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul, my love
Rip out the wings of a butterfly
For your soul
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly)
Don’t let go
(Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2]
For your soul
10 seconds - Cutting Jade
I'm sorry if I hurt you
You know I didn't mean to
And even though I always do
I never see it coming and
I never want to
I'm sorry if I lied to you
I'm sorry if I let you down
I know I've been a disappointment to you
And I'd understand
If you didn't want me around
But I'm
Ten seconds from a nervous breakdown
Ten seconds from losing my mind
In ten seconds you don't want to be around
The grass is always greener
On the other side of man-made walls
The air is always cleaner
And the sun will shine brighter
After heavy rainfall
And these are the craziest days
I've ever known
And these are the scariest times
And lately I haven't been
My own
Hey…I don't want to spend a minute without you
One Last Breath - Creed
Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escape
I yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His grace
I cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain’t so far down
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me
For you and me
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
hey id say those songs pretty much express how im feeling right now, and just 2 clear any confusion ill tell it straight and plain, ive lost the battle my defences have crumbled and im now seriously depressed, this is hard 2 type
Hell.... ive felt like this 4 eva, but now all of a sudden i cant shake it off, so if im a little down and out u know why, and all i can say i want now is death's embrace,
hope everyone else is okay
Jason
p.s. if anyone decides that this is their fault in any way!!!! i swear im gonna cut u from my life permanently, cos this has bin building up 4 6 or 7 years now and the last thing i need is someone thinking theyve done sumthin wrong cos thats just gonna make everything worse 4 me anyway.....