Me rambling at 1am
Hola.
I really think that i am like, bipolar or something, because ill go through times when i honestly think that my life is awful, and there is not much to really live for, and that maybe this world would just be better off without me. ( i know that sounds awfully morbid of me, and i am not feeling that way right now at all, but it does cross my mind every now and then) And then there are other times when ill just be driving down the street, and ill like, see a bird, and ill smile to myself at the sight of this bird. I mean, am i crazy? have i gone completely nuts? I dont know if this is just what growing up is, or if there is something wrong with me. I mean, i know everyone has hard times, and im not doubting that they do, idk... maybe that saying is right, "Be nice, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle" (or something like that) Idk... I just feel like sometimes my whole world will be falling apart, and nothing seems to go right, and the entire universe is conspiring to make my measly existance a miserable one.. and other times life is just so wonderful and swell... i have no clue.. maybe that fact that its 130am has something to do with my incoherence.. lol sorry. But i couldnt sleep and i dont really feel like talking to anyone... (no offense) lol
But yeah.. i think i am done rambling for now... im thinkin about pulling an all nighter, cuz i have to wake up at 5am to get to work by 6. I just wish i had my "all nighter buddy" (and you thought i was gonna leave you out, didnt you liz?!) lol even though we NEVER successfully pulled an all nighter... we were out by like, 5 or 6.... heehhehee maybe THIS year! woop woop! But yeah... thats just me thinking... and if anyone ever feels the same way, please PLEASE know that i am here, and that i know how to listen too. ( i LIKE to talk, but i know how to listen... LOL) tootles y'all! have a good night and a great weekend! :-)
I really think that i am like, bipolar or something, because ill go through times when i honestly think that my life is awful, and there is not much to really live for, and that maybe this world would just be better off without me. ( i know that sounds awfully morbid of me, and i am not feeling that way right now at all, but it does cross my mind every now and then) And then there are other times when ill just be driving down the street, and ill like, see a bird, and ill smile to myself at the sight of this bird. I mean, am i crazy? have i gone completely nuts? I dont know if this is just what growing up is, or if there is something wrong with me. I mean, i know everyone has hard times, and im not doubting that they do, idk... maybe that saying is right, "Be nice, for everyone you meet is fighting a harder battle" (or something like that) Idk... I just feel like sometimes my whole world will be falling apart, and nothing seems to go right, and the entire universe is conspiring to make my measly existance a miserable one.. and other times life is just so wonderful and swell... i have no clue.. maybe that fact that its 130am has something to do with my incoherence.. lol sorry. But i couldnt sleep and i dont really feel like talking to anyone... (no offense) lol
But yeah.. i think i am done rambling for now... im thinkin about pulling an all nighter, cuz i have to wake up at 5am to get to work by 6. I just wish i had my "all nighter buddy" (and you thought i was gonna leave you out, didnt you liz?!) lol even though we NEVER successfully pulled an all nighter... we were out by like, 5 or 6.... heehhehee maybe THIS year! woop woop! But yeah... thats just me thinking... and if anyone ever feels the same way, please PLEASE know that i am here, and that i know how to listen too. ( i LIKE to talk, but i know how to listen... LOL) tootles y'all! have a good night and a great weekend! :-)