What You Really Think Of Your FriendsLuke is your soulmate.You truly love Mum.You consider Amanda your true friend.You know that Allison is always thinking of you.You'll remember Caitlin for the rest of your life.You secretly think Andrea is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.You secretly think that Jana is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.You secretly think that Boris is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Boris changes lovers faster than underwear.You secretly think Nate is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Nate has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends? ^That freaked me out a little bit hahaha. :)
Summer is almost over. Scary, actually. I leave for Oklahoma in less than 4 weeks...with Luke in tow! Let's see, what's been going on...my life belongs to Baby Gap haha. I work there all the time, with a few nights of Mamma Mia's or babysitting mixed in somehow. Luke and I have become an old married couple...we stay in and watch movies all the time cos we both pull in 40 hours/week. I still get butterflies when I see him, though, and that is why I am so ready for our future together. Forever scares me, but not in relation to him.
My mum's wedding was beautiful, and it went by so fast. She was a gorgeous bride, to say the least. I can't believe it was a month ago. This summer is flying by! I have my new car, and her name is Lola!! She is a red Mitsubishi Spyder Eclipse convertable. Love <3. I feel like I have barely seen anyone this summer. Where are you all hiding, and why don't you call me ever?? Allison and surgery a few weeks ago, and that made me so sad. I'm happy she's all better now, and we can finally get to see the Hyannis Sound together this weekend! I haven't been able to perform much this summer, which has sucked, but I have an audition for Disney Cruise Lines/Disneyworld on Saturday afternoon! I'm keeping my fingers crossed, I guess?
I never thought that I would say that I am ready to get back to Oklahoma, but I honestly I am. I miss the people more than I ever thought I would. I can't wait to move in with Marg,Jana, and Jenna, and I am so happy that I won't have to miss Luke anymore. How are we gonna fit 5 people in a 4 bedroom apt? ;) Alpha Phi recruitment starts August 9th, so I am leaving sooo much earlier than everyone else around here. The only downfall about being back at OCU is the lack of Twinkie I will receive. It's hard thinking about not having our daily drives, nightly chats, or Pei Wei dinners together anymore. I miss her already.
People always say that life after your first year of college is completely different than what it was like the summer after your senior year. I never believed them. I thought all my friends would come back exactly the same, and that we'd be downtown together and sleeping on eachother's floors everynight. Where have you all gone? Are we all just scared of eachother? Have things really changed that much? The thing is, things don't change...people do. People who I considered to be best friends before I have seen maybe twice in the last two months. I guess going away to college makes you realize who is important, and allows you to weed out the "unnecessary." It just sucks sometimes. It sucks to grow up. And what sucks even more is the realization that I, myself, have grown up.
And it scares me.
XOXO,
Kaytee