an anticlimatic paradox

Jun 12, 2005 23:26

isn't it great, going to (for me 13 so far) many grad parties over the weekends

just to say goodbye to everyone a million times

its great cuz i have no time at all between parties to think "i wish i could start school over again. do a little worse at school. do a little better at being a friend. a little more practice to get me to swim states. start a band w/ electric violin. try everything. be a better friend."

only to have more time to think over the weekdays

we'll make the most of it

senior year was sweet, hope i could live the rest of school like my senior year. but wow, made so many new friends, rediscovered old ones, and kept in touch w/ the usual. ive been out like everyday since a couple months before school ended. tiring, but exciting. sweet. that is why i travel 50 miles/day for these grad parties. the plate will be wiped clean next year, and i'll have to start anew. just give me 3 more years of high school, i just need a little more time w/ everyone

we need to hang out over the summer
whoever is reading this
i think ive told more ppl this than there are days of vacation

paintball - haha bring it laura. im scared
batting cage? haha
learn the sweet piano song
learn a sweet violin song
movies - wanna c mr/mrs smith
swimming - keep in shape
running - yea same
warped tour - yeah!
more grad parties - ahhhh
my grad party - i should like....start doing something to prepare. 2489357577 if u wanna invite yourself
basketball
ultimate frisbee
frisbee golf
golf
make movies - hrmmm roy/chonglei/i apparently randomly started making documentries. so far we have one of andrew cheng on his long walk/drive home. we also have one of lang liu in her 'natural habitat'.
read bible - never got to it
read biology 5th edition
do everything i can possibly fit in to summer
better son
better brother
better friend
better person

a million other things

i got roasted about my 'love/crush' life at senior send off for youth group
thats another good thing about senior yr. no drama

yet i have to start preparing for college/looking up scholarships. coulda paid about $40,000 total for UMich, but rather its going to be $170,000 for jhu. my parents are killing themselves to sacrifice for me
i have to try to pay them back

you know its late when i write something like this
late for me is 12am

pistons got owned
spurs r my 2nd favorite team. tim duncan is sweet

will post more pictures later

alix keener i need pictures!
haha no rush

whoever you are reading this
have a GREAT day

and stop reading this
call a friend and say
lets do something
and enjoy it

i hope your summer is as perfect as it can be
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