Been a While
Well I am updating but it probably won't be a long post cuz I dont have long here n stuff. Well anyways I got some things straightened out and I am talking to Jeremiah again. I have seen him a few times in the last month and a half which was more than I had seen him in the six months prior. Well I really dont know why I felt the need to say that but I did. Anyhow I dont see us getting back together and even though I still love him deeply I see that its for the best. He has quit drinking and he is getting married although I am not sure whether its for the right reasons because until my phone got shut off he was calling me everyday and he was talking to me while he was at work and he was coming to see me after work and on his days off. I think that the only reason that he is marrying that girl is because he feels obligated to do so because he thinks that her two year old son is his. Although he really didnt care that I was pregnant with his baby and lost it because of all the stress that he put on me by leaving me and having me arrested. Well anyways onto a different subject. My mom is having sugery on friday the 30th and I have been told that with what they are doing that its a good possibility that she could die. I hope that isnt true but you never know I guess. She has lost so much weight since shes been sick I think that she is down to like 100 pounds or something I just know that after this surgery I hope that she gets back to her old self. I try not to argue much with her anymore cuz I know that she is sick but I think that she has become a bigger bytch since she has been sick and she doesnt even get up off the couch anymore she doesnt eat that much and when she does she pukes it all back up. Well anyhow I guess this post is longer than I thought that it would be but I am gonna go now Lataz