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I had a really great weekend, diana is leaving for romania tommorow, which is really sad because im gonna miss her like crazy :(
I feel self concious around him, and he makes me feel dumb sometimes. I cant get past the whole "game" thing with him. I am constantly watching my back and trying to stop myself from being paranoid-but to no avail.
half the time i just care so much about him, and the other half I feel like im making a mistake. I want him to just surprise the hell out of me and be the guy that i know he can be...
I used to be so confident, go after what i want, and get it no problem. who is this cautious, paranoid woman inhibiting my body?