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Dec 12, 2006 11:24

Dear ___ & ____ ,

Gosh, thank you so much for being soooo helpful.
Thank you for kicking me while I'm down.
Thank you for being such great friends
with amazing communication skills.
Thank you for being understanding,
compassionate, mature, and pensive.
Thank you especially for making things
easy for everyone involved.
Obiously, I am done with the "I feel" phrases.
I am done taking blame.
I want to wash my hands of this entire situation.
I want you to take responsibility for your actions.
I want you to want to fix what's going on.
I want you to feel the need to talk to each other
and not just to me.
I want everyone to be direct
I want everyone to tell the truth.
Obviously what I want doesn't matter.
Because after spilling my guts to you about
everything I think about the entire situation...
I get a "yup."
Awesome.
I'm done with this shit.
I don't have time, energy, emotional stamena,
or whatever else I'd need to continue to be an active part
in this stupid drama that could easily be fixed.
Why, when there's a problem... do we ignore it?
Pretend it's going to be fixed on its own?
Because it's not... and you being stupid about it won't help.
I'm done saying I'm sorry.
I'm done tryig to help.
I'm done, just done.

Well, I'm not sure if that actually helped me, but we'll see.
So much to deal with and so little time.
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