All good things must come to an end, it is said
The joined lives of Jamie and Josh now are dead.
I woke up this morning after being in one doozie of an argument with Josh realizing that I had kowtowed to him. I bent myself until I broke. I sought advice from my father after praying about this, and I decided that I was tired of putting up with Josh's attitude, bossiness, and mental abuse. I wrote him a letter this afternoon and I sent it via overnight post. He will get it tomorrow night and I haven't returned any of his calls today. I feel horrid. I am supposed to. I've lost someone I love. I gave over 2 full months to us, even discussed the M word (We moved way too fast, in hindsight) and I did most of the compromising. All I want is a hug, and maybe a beer. I'll be in Muncie on Sunday. Just call me or post or email if you want to do something Sunday.
I need Saturday housing, so if I can get a hook up, I would greatly appreciate it and compensate for it.
I tried to make this work. I even lied to myself about how I felt about things. I can't play a charade the rest of my life. I'd rather be dismally single and true to myself than not know who I am with someone else. Guess I'm maturing, just doing it the hard way.
I woke up this morning after being in one doozie of an argument with Josh realizing that I had kowtowed to him. I bent myself until I broke. I sought advice from my father after praying about this, and I decided that I was tired of putting up with Josh's attitude, bossiness, and mental abuse. I wrote him a letter this afternoon and I sent it via overnight post. He will get it tomorrow night and I haven't returned any of his calls today. I feel horrid. I am supposed to. I've lost someone I love. I gave over 2 full months to us, even discussed the M word (We moved way too fast, in hindsight) and I did most of the compromising. All I want is a hug, and maybe a beer. I'll be in Muncie on Sunday. Just call me or post or email if you want to do something Sunday.
I need Saturday housing, so if I can get a hook up, I would greatly appreciate it and compensate for it.
I tried to make this work. I even lied to myself about how I felt about things. I can't play a charade the rest of my life. I'd rather be dismally single and true to myself than not know who I am with someone else. Guess I'm maturing, just doing it the hard way.