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Ok well, we're almost totally moved in to our new apartment. Chris is finishing up in the old one as we speak, then Brett is going to help him move the rest of our stuff out. WOOP WOOP! Things are going well except there's one thing on my mind that I guess is sort of haunting me in a way. I'm sure it will pass but i cant help thinking to myself "what if it doesnt go away?" I don't know what to do. I'm not really depressed or sad, but i just need these feelings to go away because it's all I can think about and i'm driving myself crazy!!! Oh well, what can ya do. The other hard thing is I have to keep all of this to myself. Even writing about it in here makes me uncomfortable. AHHHHH! lol Whatever man, enough about that. Whoever reads this is gonna be like "what the hell is wrong with this girl" hahaha.
I have a smile stretched from ear to ear
To see you walking down the road,
We meet at the lights, I stare for a while,
The world around us disappears
Just you and me on my island of hope,
A breath between us could be miles.
Let me surround you, my sea to your shore,
Let me be the calm you seek.
Oh, but every time i'm close to you,
There's too much I can't say
And you just walk away
And I forgot to tell you I love you.
And the night's too long and cold
Here without you.
I grieve in my condition
For I cannot find the words
To say I need you so.
"Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feelin'
No one but me and you
I wont tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary..."