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Well I haven't updated in here for awhile. Something pretty major has happened to me so I feel that I need to write it down. Once again Tom and I are not a couple, I'm not sure if that means that we are on a break or we are over. He says that he still loves me to death and I mean soo much to him, it's just that he needs to figure his life out.
I guess this is probably for the best. I want him to be happy and he needs to get his life on track before he can ever be happy with anyone. I don't want to lose him, and according to him I won't because he doesn't want to lose me either. That means that at the very least we will remain friends.
Unfortunatly, we were planning on moving in together this summer. Now this situation leaves me homeless as of the end of June. It looks like right now my only choice is to move back home with my parents in Rotonda, FL. They have just moved in there. I don't know if I will be able to get my internship down there or not, so there is alot of stuff that I am trying to deal with right now.
I just really hope that things will work themselves out. I'm really scared right now for a number of things not only the b/f thing but the living thing as well. I just really want to have everything be good again like it was.
I guess this is probably for the best. I want him to be happy and he needs to get his life on track before he can ever be happy with anyone. I don't want to lose him, and according to him I won't because he doesn't want to lose me either. That means that at the very least we will remain friends.
Unfortunatly, we were planning on moving in together this summer. Now this situation leaves me homeless as of the end of June. It looks like right now my only choice is to move back home with my parents in Rotonda, FL. They have just moved in there. I don't know if I will be able to get my internship down there or not, so there is alot of stuff that I am trying to deal with right now.
I just really hope that things will work themselves out. I'm really scared right now for a number of things not only the b/f thing but the living thing as well. I just really want to have everything be good again like it was.