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i've cared for those who don't care for me.....i have regrets.....i've lived my dreams.....i once won his heart.....he who then broke mine.....i think about every minute of my day.....and some of those minutes i waste......i have many friends.....but only a few "real" friends.....i have been fake (we all can't say we haven't).....but to those that matter i haven't......i love to be around a lot of people......i love to be alone.....i work.....i study......i let time slip by.....i've taken things foregranted.....i've hung with the wrong people....then i've hung with the right....i've lied.....i've told the truth......i've created.....then i've destroyed.....i used to walk hand in hand.....but now i walk alone.....i've walked away.....but then i ran back.....i've explored.....then i've hidden.....i've spoken from my heart.....i've spoken my mind......i see things how it is......i say things how they are.....i say i don't follow anyone.....but in reality we all follow each other......i've stolen......i've given.....i've changed lives.....i've ruined lives.....i've helped others who i know will never help me.......i've been ALL talk......but then i've proven my word......i'm a go-getter......i'm a lagger......i'm driven......i've procrastinated.......i've achieved......but have also failed......i met people who i never thought would hurt me.......but in the end i found the last tear down my cheek......if i've learned from my mistakes, then why had i made those mistakes again???......i've been ignorant......i've been open-minded......i've taken advantage......i've also been taken advantage of......there's been times i've been right......and then there's times i've been right again :p......i don't say things i do......i don't do things i say......i wake up in the morning to full-fill my day......then waste the next day doing absolutely nothing......i've taken things into consideration......but i've failed to consider the important things......i don't prioritize......but i know my priorities.......i'm immature.......but i've grown up in more ways than others.....i think....i live.....i love....