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why the fuck do u have to make me feel this way? y cant u ever see my point of view? ur just a mean old jerk and i want u to stop. i need to live my own life, u cant be so controlling-it drives me crazy. and u,why do u always tell me not to speak my mind. it sux to know that wut i say wont make any difference...wut do i do? im stuck. i want to break out and be free but i cant. we can compromise but u dont want to, its ur way or the highway. im really not a bad kid and u dont appreciate anything. nothing i do is EVER good enuff so y bother? i want u to tell me nice things not only about my appearance. i want to really love you all the time but its hard. you make me cry so much and i hate it. and u, how come when i need you ur not always there like u could b? i know u care but sometimes i really need u and if i dint know u i would think i dint matter to u. do nice things for me cuz i really have no one rite now. i want the tears to stop dripping from my face.