Aug 18, 2004 16:27
lol thats freaking great ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!
well today was good...
I love sam and i dun think anyone will ever know how much i do. No one will ever know how much she means to me. If shes hurting then im hurting if shes sad or upset then im sad or upset. Shes the BEST thing in my life she makes every fuckin day in this world worth living. I would never change anything bout her.. i would prob. change a few things bout me but thats besides the point...( i hope i didnt change anything by me opening my big ass fucking mouth err) maybe sumthings are just not met to be said.
Today in my weight lifting class the couch person almost killed me... lol literally
cuz i was doin ummm the leg press thingi and i did 40 on 100lbs ( it was kewl tho cuz all the other girls were doin like 40 and 50lbs) Im still in so much freaking pain its not funni... i mean and i gots to do that shit like every day.. grrr lol atleast i'll get in shape...
hmmmm yea so i shoved a big ass black metaly thingi in my ear today... and im gonna let my belly button close cuz the earaser i had on it so that the jelery wouldnt fall out made it infected... yea
ahh i hate myself so bad.. cuz i always end up hurting ppl or making ppl feel like shit even if i dun mean to. I try as hard i can to be the nicest person ever but that doesnt work sumtimes cuz everything back fires on me.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUMONE PLZ LEAVE A COMMENT I DUN CARE IF YOUR JUST LIKE UM HI AS LONG AS U COMMENT I'LL BE HAPPY... AND CUZ I WANNA KNOW WHO ALL READS THIS JOURNAL..
chea well im gonna go l8terz
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MEZ ROMEO!!!PLZ REMEBER THAT
I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WUT!!!