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I think what im really afraid of the most...is that Im going to really start to like Derric...and im going to not want to be with James anymore...
i was hanging with Derric today...and we just laughed and had a good time...and i just dont know...He is an awesome person and can make me laugh like crazy which i need in my life so bad...well minus mel who makes me laugh too..lol..
i felt so sick when i got there...and i had this lump in my throat...I just wanted to sit down behind the counters and cry...cuz i didnt know how else i could deal with this all...Its even weird being in this situation...cuz i think to myself...why me?...who would want to like me?...im such a goob
i was hanging with Derric today...and we just laughed and had a good time...and i just dont know...He is an awesome person and can make me laugh like crazy which i need in my life so bad...well minus mel who makes me laugh too..lol..
i felt so sick when i got there...and i had this lump in my throat...I just wanted to sit down behind the counters and cry...cuz i didnt know how else i could deal with this all...Its even weird being in this situation...cuz i think to myself...why me?...who would want to like me?...im such a goob