T's bday and some other thoughts
SO it was T's Bday today and yesterday it was celebrated at a party.
Her fiancee,her boi and I had been doing a little scheming around the birthday spanks and possible soem more action afterwards.
It was loads of fun. People got to spank her and respank if she lost count ( which she did) and then we " kidnapped" her for a gangbang in the red room. It was awesome and we all left satisfied. THe birthday girl mentioned she was a happy girl so that was goooood!!
This day consisted of a great attempt to just spent the day in bed ( something we have been meaning to do for quite a while), breakfast, more dirty thirty action, naps and showers. We met with a whole bunch of her friends and family for dinner at a restaurant and an attempt was made to stop the snow.
I realized, as I walked home thru the snow that I have not really written about her and I and wondered why. I think it has partly to do with the fact that we are just flying by the seems of our pants and have not need to define whatever is going on. I refer to her adn myself as the " fuck du whatever". We are having loads of fun and most of our interactions end up in a form of exhaustion, lots of laughter and good times.
I also realized that it has been a long time since I hooked up with someone who is not attached in the traditional sence of the word and who I believe has the poly thing down really well at this point in her live. I truly believe that there are no set expectations other then that we are honoust with eachother about that what involves " us". A lot of our conversations are like: "I need this from you" or " I can*t do this and that because....." and the response is usual no longer than.." OK" and then we move on.
We are tempting and resisting the beast inside both of us at the same time and are aware of it. So far, so good.
I am good with where most of my life is at this point. IN the passed year I have cemented freindships for life, have taken a good look at my life and decided on a path for now. I have laughed and cried. I have turned new corners, created different oppurtunities, shed some walls. I have challenged myself. I am good with my life and enjoying it to the fullest
Her fiancee,her boi and I had been doing a little scheming around the birthday spanks and possible soem more action afterwards.
It was loads of fun. People got to spank her and respank if she lost count ( which she did) and then we " kidnapped" her for a gangbang in the red room. It was awesome and we all left satisfied. THe birthday girl mentioned she was a happy girl so that was goooood!!
This day consisted of a great attempt to just spent the day in bed ( something we have been meaning to do for quite a while), breakfast, more dirty thirty action, naps and showers. We met with a whole bunch of her friends and family for dinner at a restaurant and an attempt was made to stop the snow.
I realized, as I walked home thru the snow that I have not really written about her and I and wondered why. I think it has partly to do with the fact that we are just flying by the seems of our pants and have not need to define whatever is going on. I refer to her adn myself as the " fuck du whatever". We are having loads of fun and most of our interactions end up in a form of exhaustion, lots of laughter and good times.
I also realized that it has been a long time since I hooked up with someone who is not attached in the traditional sence of the word and who I believe has the poly thing down really well at this point in her live. I truly believe that there are no set expectations other then that we are honoust with eachother about that what involves " us". A lot of our conversations are like: "I need this from you" or " I can*t do this and that because....." and the response is usual no longer than.." OK" and then we move on.
We are tempting and resisting the beast inside both of us at the same time and are aware of it. So far, so good.
I am good with where most of my life is at this point. IN the passed year I have cemented freindships for life, have taken a good look at my life and decided on a path for now. I have laughed and cried. I have turned new corners, created different oppurtunities, shed some walls. I have challenged myself. I am good with my life and enjoying it to the fullest