life, work and fun
SO it has been quite the rollercoaster the last few weeks.
I have started working part time again with kids from 5 to 12 years old. Totally different to what I am used to but kinda fun. It is a substitute position but so far I have been able to work a few hours every day and I am booked with them till Jan 2 every weekday.
ANother job oppurtunit has come along as well and I am waiting for my crim rec check to go thru. This jobb is a bit tougher, It is as a activity worker/ outreach worker in the DTES. They seem very well organized, flexible and show care for their employees.
I am still apprenticing with Elwood. It is motoring along well. We have to make some adaptations now that I ma working most of the weekdays and with Xmas coming up but I really like what I am learning. I am a bit suprised by myself cus I really wondered if I would get the theory down. I think it helps that I now know how my learning works and can explain that to people so we can find a way that the material connects with me. I am not dumb. I just learn things differently.
On the fun side of life. I have been hooking up with this girl I have known for a while. We travel in the same scene. A while ago we had a play date and since then we have been hanging out a bit.
Uhhhhhhh hanging out might be a euphanism, come to think of it.
She is smart, hot as hell and........challenging me. Bit of a brat and I am liking it.
When we started hooking up we both were very clear. She has a bissy life, I am bissy rebuilding parts of mine. We both know that D/s can't be part of our interaction. Old wounds and traps are in the way of that and things tend to get way to intens. Her friends as well as mine have told us not to go there.
But it is fun hooking up... and exhausting. Pretty soon we discovered that we should not be hooking up on school nights. We wear eachother out and get only a few hours of sleep.
It has been a long time since I have had sex the way she and I do. It is raw and primal. We take breaks, eat and drink some, go to the bathroom and... continue. When we leave eachother we are both sore in different ways. It is intens.
At times it is playing with fire. The lust and intensity can be quiet overwhelming but it seems that we are good at adressing it for a sec., acknowledging it and then move on.
It is early, I am sore and the outside world is covered in a layer of snow. Life, work and fun have been really good to me in the last few weeks.
I have started working part time again with kids from 5 to 12 years old. Totally different to what I am used to but kinda fun. It is a substitute position but so far I have been able to work a few hours every day and I am booked with them till Jan 2 every weekday.
ANother job oppurtunit has come along as well and I am waiting for my crim rec check to go thru. This jobb is a bit tougher, It is as a activity worker/ outreach worker in the DTES. They seem very well organized, flexible and show care for their employees.
I am still apprenticing with Elwood. It is motoring along well. We have to make some adaptations now that I ma working most of the weekdays and with Xmas coming up but I really like what I am learning. I am a bit suprised by myself cus I really wondered if I would get the theory down. I think it helps that I now know how my learning works and can explain that to people so we can find a way that the material connects with me. I am not dumb. I just learn things differently.
On the fun side of life. I have been hooking up with this girl I have known for a while. We travel in the same scene. A while ago we had a play date and since then we have been hanging out a bit.
Uhhhhhhh hanging out might be a euphanism, come to think of it.
She is smart, hot as hell and........challenging me. Bit of a brat and I am liking it.
When we started hooking up we both were very clear. She has a bissy life, I am bissy rebuilding parts of mine. We both know that D/s can't be part of our interaction. Old wounds and traps are in the way of that and things tend to get way to intens. Her friends as well as mine have told us not to go there.
But it is fun hooking up... and exhausting. Pretty soon we discovered that we should not be hooking up on school nights. We wear eachother out and get only a few hours of sleep.
It has been a long time since I have had sex the way she and I do. It is raw and primal. We take breaks, eat and drink some, go to the bathroom and... continue. When we leave eachother we are both sore in different ways. It is intens.
At times it is playing with fire. The lust and intensity can be quiet overwhelming but it seems that we are good at adressing it for a sec., acknowledging it and then move on.
It is early, I am sore and the outside world is covered in a layer of snow. Life, work and fun have been really good to me in the last few weeks.