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[jrodhimself]

meh...just meh....really....meh....Im depressed, I try not to show it....the whole not walking hing has finally got to me....I would go into it in more detail but im trying my best to block it out of my mind. Im trying to find an out....internet classes? maybe? I pissed the administration off quite a bit this time. Senior prank? Yes, it would be glorious....but yes, it could just put me deeper into the hole that I am already in......Im so stressed, my mind seriously just wants to blow up. You know that feelng you get in your chest/stomach area before you take a huge test that your not ready for or cramming a huge paper the night before? It wont leave. The only place I can escape to lately are my friends, and to them I thank: Frank, Jasper, Bacon, Barney, Josh, Erica, and you others (you know who you are) you guys truly are my family and I love you like it, thank you.

This is getting way too old way too fast...yay summer school.