Nov 23, 2010 21:58
You know I just got finished editing random crap off my LJ I'm officially keeping to SOMEWHAT strict tags. Let's hope that works. And I fixed some other crap. *Sigh* Uh-oh, I'm beginning to actually appreciate LJ. I knew my world was coming to an end. T_T
Question, should I take pills to deal with my bipolar? I know this is really random and probably irrational to ask to strangers, but to me, at this time, I don’t feel like it's odd. You see, asking personal problems to random to people doesn't affect me because my emotions don't react to embarrassment like this. I simply wanted an opinion because people- for different reasons- are trying to put me on them.
My reasons for it- I wouldn’t have to deal with my outrageous reactions or irrational and abnormal reactions to situations or ideas because I will be balanced, finally normal.
I’m NOT for it because my entire family on my mom’s side has done drugs- among other things- and its effected my thoughts on a lot of things. I don’t want to wake up every day and take pills like their nothing because it’s a natural part of my life. I don’t want to have to take them to function properly, and I DON’T want to not take them and suddenly loose control.
I’m me, difficulties and all. It might make things easier, however, I won’t be me. It’s something I want as many opinions about as possible.
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