Dec 28, 2011 21:44
I don't even know why I write anymore. D: I'm very selfconscience about my writing and my edits. At the same time, I'm also usually very proud of them as well. The thing it, I can't be more proud of them until they get noticed. I just...
If I put it out there and no one or few like it, I feel like it's not good enough. And that hurts. But what can I do? It's life. And that's how things are- sadly.
Aside from that, Yay! I am writing again and picking it up pretty well I'd say. Several stories started and finished over break. :D I've got about a week left and am hoping to get more out.
This is my final year of high school. ^^ I'm doing pretty well actually, considering all of them are AP classes or foreign language. And I got accepted into college! Now the only problem will be whether or not I can pay for it. ;_;
*Yawns* So tired. =_= But don't want to sleep~ I want to write more, but it will probably suck.
Actually, I've been wanting to rewatch Code Geass. O_O That was so awesome~~! Maybe I'll start it again now? Eh, maybe not. T_T
Le fin~
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