Even in death
OK here it is! :DDDDD Something I've been working on for about a hour or so. I hope you all like it :D
I sat at the cold stone lightly tracing the letters with my finger a reminder of how much I miss the nights with you in arms and you would trace little patterns on my skin. It's raining but I don't really care if I get sick it won't matter becuase your not there to make me better, I remeber when you wouldn't leave my side for anything not even to eat and when the nurse came in she forced you to sleep you didn't like that much. I let out a small chuckle for all the times we had togather, the nights where we would be so drunk we did things we would probably regret later.
"Please tell me what happened last night, what did I do?" You asked looking about to cry .
"You didn't do anything I promise" I said taking your hand.
"Alright I'll take it from you" You said smiling
I miss those days. Why did you have to leave so suddenly? I wish just for me one night that I could see you and hold you again. The rain suddenly stopped just as I uttered that wish. It didn't matter I would stay all night and day... rain or sun only for you. I started to cry again then I felt a hand on my shoulder.
"Please don't cry anymore it's alright I'm here so don't cry anymore" You said
"Is that really you?" I asked still in tears
"Turn around and you'll find out" You wisper in my ear
I turn around to see you with a smile on your face arms open just waiting there so I fling myself into you. You haven't changed a bit your hair still that bright color and your silly clothes smiling as always. Oh how I've missed that! I know it really is you and only you becuase you are the only one who could make me do this.
"See it's me so don't cry anymore." You wisper
"I missed you so much!" I cry burying myself in the hollow of your neck.
"Shhhh calm down it's alright" I assure me by running your hand down my back
I just sit there and wimper. Don't know what to do or say. Is this really happening or is it a dream.
"Please don't let me go please not again." I say calmed abit.
"I can't promise that but for now I won't" You say sadly.
We just sit there for what seems like foreven until I feel like slipping into sleep. I try to fight it off becuase I know when I open my eyes you won't be there. I can't do it please don't leave! I shout in my mind. It's no use I can already feel myslef slipping in and out of sleep. So I begin to let my body take over my mind
"It's alright sleep don't wear yourself out for me" You wisper holding me tighter
"But if I close my eyes I won't be able to see you" I say tear beginning to spill over
"I'm always here in your heart in your dreams don't forget that" I hear your say your voice cracking. So you leave a ghostly kiss on my lips as I drift off. While I slept I drempt of you and I sitting on a cloud in the most beautiful place I wished to never leave but reality brought me back before I was ready, I could hear you calling me telling me not to leave. When I woke I was still in the same place the stone bearing your name. You weren't there but a single feather in my hand told me that it wasn't a dream. Even in death I still love you....
OK! So I got a new computer but not before putting chibi maina on a flash drive :D So don't worry that will be on soon :3 but in the mean time I wrote this... I didn't think about the plot I just let my fingers hit the keys and my mind tell it wat to type so I hope you guys like it :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD It's depressing but I thought it was time to let my mind do something rather than make it think :). :D again Hope you guys like it becuase you haven't read anything like this from me for a long time it seems so I leave you with this little part of me :DDDDDDD