Time for me to be depressing, Deal with it.
So i feel like my life just sucks today. Like you know when you get that feeling that the whole world is against you and everything that you ever really wanted to cared about. It makes me feel so damn alone.
Lazy.
Fat.
Stupid.
Worthless.
People pretty much spit these words in my face the past couple days and I just feel like screaming. It's bad enough that I have to deal with my mother yelling at me all the damn time for no reason at all. I get one day to myself and all I hear is her bitching....
I get to school and yay, i'm the Giant Banana today for wearing a yellow shirt that I thought was pretty but...isn't, apparently.
Why do I have to be so lame? Why do I have to be so fat? Why can't I find a guy that would wait around for 3 hours just to talk to me for 20 minutes.
I know that I have friends, great friends but sometimes I feel like that never even mattered.
UGH I feel like utter shit right now and there is nothing I can do about it. The worst part, I still have another class to and after that I get to go hom to a family that won't leave me alone even if I ask, plead, beg, scream at to leave me the fuck alone.
For once I don't want to feel like the whole world is making fun of me.
Lazy.
Fat.
Stupid.
Worthless.
People pretty much spit these words in my face the past couple days and I just feel like screaming. It's bad enough that I have to deal with my mother yelling at me all the damn time for no reason at all. I get one day to myself and all I hear is her bitching....
I get to school and yay, i'm the Giant Banana today for wearing a yellow shirt that I thought was pretty but...isn't, apparently.
Why do I have to be so lame? Why do I have to be so fat? Why can't I find a guy that would wait around for 3 hours just to talk to me for 20 minutes.
I know that I have friends, great friends but sometimes I feel like that never even mattered.
UGH I feel like utter shit right now and there is nothing I can do about it. The worst part, I still have another class to and after that I get to go hom to a family that won't leave me alone even if I ask, plead, beg, scream at to leave me the fuck alone.
For once I don't want to feel like the whole world is making fun of me.