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i've had some crazy dreams this past week:
#1. andrew gotted stabbed in the chest with an open pair of scissors by this supposedly sweet innocent little girl that everyone loved but me...i held him in my arms on the way to the hosp as he bled everywhere and we had a heart to heart- thinking that he was going to die..but i don't remember what the convo consisted of- i just know it happened..then, once we got to the hosp, i asssisted in the surgery, and just remember feeling utterly confused and horrified..i dont recall if the dream ever finished with andrew dying or living..
#2. in this dream i was a curvacious twenty year old black woman...and i was in a new town, living and working with a group of strangers who seemed nice enough, but too busy to take notice of me..(sound familiar??) then, i'm suddenly in a parking lot surrounded by tall dark buildings at night, and three large black men are approaching me with sly smiles...i knew they were coming to rape me..so i tried running, but couldn't go anyway, so i did the only thing i could do: yell for help..and they just laughed at my attempts...but some how, i got away and got back to the new place i was living..everyone realized how they neglected me and felt so bad..i was just relieved to me alive and untouched..
#3. this one's like no dream i've ever had before...so get this: i was a giant purple M&M!! yeah, just like the one in the commercials, but i was shaped more like an almond M&M...the only part of the dream that really sticks out, is when i was leapin in the air in happiness, and then became estatic when i found out that i could change the color of my shell..and i went from purple to yellow..
all those were one night after another...i wonder if the spurt is over..or if it will continue into tonight..
oh, and fyi: i went to NY to visit sarah and check out the Animal medical center for any red flags...everything went strangly very well..no sweat attacks or anything! it was weird..i had a grand ol' time with sarah..the only bummer was i got a stress headache post my big adventure to the amc..but hey, i rather get the stress headache over the sweat attacks any day...
so i've been accepted into the internship, but i haven't heard from them since..so i have to contact them and figure out the exact dates i need to be there in june..i believe it's very early june though..like the third if not the first...
saw 300 today..it was sweet....i never knew that there could be so many varying six packs..from guy to guy they all looked different and some were nice and others would be better to do without...mmm...i seriously never considered how much they varied..
i get to go home for easter this year! yaayayy
off to read and then sleep
goodnight
jbk
#1. andrew gotted stabbed in the chest with an open pair of scissors by this supposedly sweet innocent little girl that everyone loved but me...i held him in my arms on the way to the hosp as he bled everywhere and we had a heart to heart- thinking that he was going to die..but i don't remember what the convo consisted of- i just know it happened..then, once we got to the hosp, i asssisted in the surgery, and just remember feeling utterly confused and horrified..i dont recall if the dream ever finished with andrew dying or living..
#2. in this dream i was a curvacious twenty year old black woman...and i was in a new town, living and working with a group of strangers who seemed nice enough, but too busy to take notice of me..(sound familiar??) then, i'm suddenly in a parking lot surrounded by tall dark buildings at night, and three large black men are approaching me with sly smiles...i knew they were coming to rape me..so i tried running, but couldn't go anyway, so i did the only thing i could do: yell for help..and they just laughed at my attempts...but some how, i got away and got back to the new place i was living..everyone realized how they neglected me and felt so bad..i was just relieved to me alive and untouched..
#3. this one's like no dream i've ever had before...so get this: i was a giant purple M&M!! yeah, just like the one in the commercials, but i was shaped more like an almond M&M...the only part of the dream that really sticks out, is when i was leapin in the air in happiness, and then became estatic when i found out that i could change the color of my shell..and i went from purple to yellow..
all those were one night after another...i wonder if the spurt is over..or if it will continue into tonight..
oh, and fyi: i went to NY to visit sarah and check out the Animal medical center for any red flags...everything went strangly very well..no sweat attacks or anything! it was weird..i had a grand ol' time with sarah..the only bummer was i got a stress headache post my big adventure to the amc..but hey, i rather get the stress headache over the sweat attacks any day...
so i've been accepted into the internship, but i haven't heard from them since..so i have to contact them and figure out the exact dates i need to be there in june..i believe it's very early june though..like the third if not the first...
saw 300 today..it was sweet....i never knew that there could be so many varying six packs..from guy to guy they all looked different and some were nice and others would be better to do without...mmm...i seriously never considered how much they varied..
i get to go home for easter this year! yaayayy
off to read and then sleep
goodnight
jbk